Monday, January 17, 2011

Hi. My name is Eeyore

It's only the third week of this term, and I'm already wishing that it was over. With J being away on co-op, I'm emotionally drained out. It's so hard to be away from him. Going from living with one another to only getting to see each other on weekend. The situation with the roommate doesn't make things much better. I hate how loud they are, yet I never want to confront them. I would much rather vent and let things out here or elsewhere, rather than engage in a confrontation. On top of all this, winter is just a sad time. I hate the snow, the weather, the cold, the inconvenience, the way it gets dark so early, the gloomy tone, just everything about it. Perhaps I have seasonal depression. 

Regardless, I really do feel like Eeyore at the moment :( The only things that keep me up is the anticipation of seeing J and going home, the best escape from this nightmare.

Friday, January 14, 2011

New roommate...

So coming back to school, the two vacant rooms across from my room got rented out, and I had a new roommate. Not exactly the happiest thing because now I have to share my space (esp. the washroom) with a stranger. On top of that, a male stranger... But it's not like I have a choice. So this guy comes and he seems nice and respectful. So okay, fine, I guess you're alright....thought too soon :(

So it's only the second week, and I don't have enough fingers to count the number of times this guy has either woken me up or prevented me from sleeping. To make matters worst, my other roommate suddenly becomes best friends with this guy, and all I hear is non-stop chattering...

I need to move out ASAP. FML. 

Sunday, January 9, 2011

2011

For this new year, I think my resolution should be to complete what I started. I am slightly ashamed of all the things I began, and then stopped halfway. A couple years ago, I started ballet, but I stopped because it simply cost too much. Just last year, I started making jewelry, but that didn't really get anywhere. And then there's this blog. I wouldn't say I've stopped completely, but I definitely don't put the effort and time into it that I should be putting. Through reading other people's blogs, I've been obsessed with the need of a "theme" for my blog. From vintage-inspired to food-related, it's obvious that I've tried it all. But I think the "theme" from this point on is simply  
me.