It's only the third week of this term, and I'm already wishing that it was over. With J being away on co-op, I'm emotionally drained out. It's so hard to be away from him. Going from living with one another to only getting to see each other on weekend. The situation with the roommate doesn't make things much better. I hate how loud they are, yet I never want to confront them. I would much rather vent and let things out here or elsewhere, rather than engage in a confrontation. On top of all this, winter is just a sad time. I hate the snow, the weather, the cold, the inconvenience, the way it gets dark so early, the gloomy tone, just everything about it. Perhaps I have seasonal depression.
Regardless, I really do feel like Eeyore at the moment :( The only things that keep me up is the anticipation of seeing J and going home, the best escape from this nightmare.